My wrist said 'no, you will not have the ability to draw today'

I'm gonna cry because I wish I was better
Just in general I wish I was better-
And I am lowkey scared of putting effort into things because when I do that no one really pays attention to it?-
I know that sounds selfish but-
I don't have an excuse I just feel like when I put 4+ hours into a drawing and no one pays attention to it it really hurts my feelings and makes me not wanna try anymore-

today"